1 March 2009. Someone name Hamidi F asrin has left me .
4 September 2009 , Amir Hamzah left me . ALfatihah ):
heeeeeeeeee ( :
uit , gila da lame tk bloggingg. busy lah pulaa. hee (: idk why am i feelingg so HAPPY right now. heeeeee (: entah laa , maybe sebab problem da semakin berkurangg kot. MAYBE lah kan . or sebab aku dah tk pkir kan sangat problem2 tuh enn. eish, ape aku mgarot niee ?! HADOIH. currently tenga buhsan nak mampus. memang lahh, sape suruh kau pontengg trawih hari niee ? heee (: suka doe bulan puase. balek scola awal , pastuh bole pegi bazar kat depan ruma , jupe mamat mamat hot (hee ) pastuh gi ssmygg trawih , lepak2 kat surau pastuh bole gi minum ngn geng2 orrg tua ygg berjiwe muda kat Arafah . haha. yess, i do love my life weihh . after cuti hari tuhh , feelingg glad gila jupe friends , sumpa aku rinduu korrangg ! VL, 2u, GOSH ! rinduu gilaa nk spend time ngn korrg. DHIA BATRISYIA tak datangg la pulaa. sebab utama ? takot dengan cikgu husna , tk siap kerja senii. last last , seni tade sebab tadarrus and perhimpunan lama. haha , padan muka kauu. itu laa , aku kate nak harunggii bersama , sombongg la pulaa . haha. heishh. but naseb baek harii niee die datangg . tapi balek awal . MENGADA NGADA. haha . ehh , i do miss youu laa weih . GOSH , i admit lahh pulaa . ahhaha. BEN BEN ? haha . DHIA , MAAFKAN SAYA . saya tinggalkan dia untuk dua harii dan saya kembali padanya . hee . let it be laa . saya percaye pada Qada' dan Qadar . heeeeeeeeeeeee (: Result exam ? HAHA . jangan tanye laa weihh . teruk kot. tp tade fail , ALHAMDULILLAHH ! heheh . hurmm , what else ah ? BAJU RAYA ? heeeeeeeeeee (: suda melebihi had laa pulaa. time beli ngn abah , konon cakap tk beli ape2 lagii, padehal suda 5 pasangg daa. sorry abah . anak abah niee memang pandai habiskan duit abah , alaahh , abah nak buat ape puwn dengan duit tuu kalau tk beli en untuk adek enn . heeeeeeeee. i love youu ahh. ehh , nak tau , kak yien , kak cuin , mak andak are planningg and confirm nk buat barbeque mase malam kedue raye , and kali niee punye ada show lahh babyy . theme ; ROCK ! heee. abah dah ada baju nak pakai time malam tuhh. ade hadiah enn . sure2 semua nak grabb . and everyone must take part time show tuhh. EH , mana lagi best ? THRILLER or SMOOTH CRIMINAL ? me . min. raf. yong and kakdir nk buat dance thriller and maybe hoedown troedown jugakk . well , banyak show nk buat dance MJ . maybe nk tribute show niee to MJ kot. aahaha. HAZIQ and the gengg ? maybe life band kot . entahh laa. abah and ibu nak duet. lagu apebende tahh . bia laa, diorang orang tua . haha . so , what should i wear , baby ? Raf and i nk buat2 tindik kat dagu tp guna magnet. tp orang tua tak kasii . hadoihh. tak saba laa pula. hoedown troedown dah practice dahh . tp thriller belum lagii sebab susa. nak kena tggu raf habes upsr , baruu bole dtgg ruma die and practice. hadoih , asal laa cousin terhebadd aku niee baru nak UPSR. ahaha. anyway , gudlaq lahh babe eah . adakah post inii borringg ? ya, memang . sebab aku tenga merepek sebab tenga borringg jugakk. heishh. so , BYE BYE lah eah .
SORRY.
14.8.09
Sorry fr being too sensitive. i d k why. rase mcm nak menangis jeaa. entah laa. and serious, sekarrang, i felt like i really really miss my ABANG MERRA. ishh . apesal tah . hurmm, maybe aku da nak dekat jupe die kot. entah.
hari niee aku dtgg scola pukul 10 pagi. jogging, breakfast, beli colouring book ben 10 then siap2 gi scola. then gi surau. jupe ngn budak2 2u. Ameera Dilshad Fieqa Wawa Atiput Hazirra Amal Shaman HazirraH Syafiqah and Ija. kitorrg nak hias klas fr merdeka nanti. yeay ! best gilaa. kitorrg buat mcm banner from 2u to MALAYSIA. heyy, warga Shahbandarraya ; lihatlah hasil kerja kami . kitorrg da gantungg kt depan klas tuhh. hahaaa. hambik kau ! nak kasi semua orrg tengok ! ngeeeeeeeeee. then, buat number 1 guna ikan buntal. hahaha. then, tengok Amal mengeja Malaysia mcm niee ; Malasyia. haha. kau orrg ape, Amal. heeeeeee. then gi kantin. makan makan makan. dengan Akif Afiq and ade Azwin. uhh, then pegi beli ice blended. best gilaa kot. bila pukul 12 30. gi klas and hias everythinggg. tengokla klas kitorrg, bersemangat gila kot. susunan meja ikot number 52. kan merdeka ygg ke 52. heeee. itu puwn idea Akif and Afiqq. siap lukis plan kat whiteboard. thanks korrg. klas kitorrg da hebat skarrangg. nak tengok ? sila pergi kea SMK SHAHBANDARAYA, BLOK BETA 1*KE 2?, TINGKAT 3. satu satunya kelas masa petangg. heeeee. heyy, 2u, iloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuu. serious. *except fr KELING KELINGG ygg tk sedar diri dan si OH yang bajet hebat nak mampus and golongan semangat, yeah, i hate youuuuuu (; heeeeeeeeee.
p/s: yess. i am too stupid. too blind. too useless.
Sorry fr being too sensitive. i d k why. rase mcm nak menangis jeaa. entah laa. and serious, sekarrang, i felt like i really really miss my ABANG MERRA. ishh . apesal tah . hurmm, maybe aku da nak dekat jupe die kot. entah.
hari niee aku dtgg scola pukul 10 pagi. jogging, breakfast, beli colouring book ben 10 then siap2 gi scola. then gi surau. jupe ngn budak2 2u. Ameera Dilshad Fieqa Wawa Atiput Hazirra Amal Shaman HazirraH Syafiqah and Ija. kitorrg nak hias klas fr merdeka nanti. yeay ! best gilaa. kitorrg buat mcm banner from 2u to MALAYSIA. heyy, warga Shahbandarraya ; lihatlah hasil kerja kami . kitorrg da gantungg kt depan klas tuhh. hahaaa. hambik kau ! nak kasi semua orrg tengok ! ngeeeeeeeeee. then, buat number 1 guna ikan buntal. hahaha. then, tengok Amal mengeja Malaysia mcm niee ; Malasyia. haha. kau orrg ape, Amal. heeeeeee. then gi kantin. makan makan makan. dengan Akif Afiq and ade Azwin. uhh, then pegi beli ice blended. best gilaa kot. bila pukul 12 30. gi klas and hias everythinggg. tengokla klas kitorrg, bersemangat gila kot. susunan meja ikot number 52. kan merdeka ygg ke 52. heeee. itu puwn idea Akif and Afiqq. siap lukis plan kat whiteboard. thanks korrg. klas kitorrg da hebat skarrangg. nak tengok ? sila pergi kea SMK SHAHBANDARAYA, BLOK BETA 1*KE 2?, TINGKAT 3. satu satunya kelas masa petangg. heeeee. heyy, 2u, iloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuu. serious. *except fr KELING KELINGG ygg tk sedar diri dan si OH yang bajet hebat nak mampus and golongan semangat, yeah, i hate youuuuuu (; heeeeeeeeee.
p/s: yess. i am too stupid. too blind. too useless.
tangki air mata, habeslah cepat .
i dont know why but due tige hari niee, my tears keep fallingg down .
serious, da lame da aku tk nanges gila gila cm niee. okee, first , pasal Wawa. when i know about it , i like , yeah , sedih. but then , when nak balek . i d k whyy , i feel like , OMG ! i really need you, Wawa. dont leave me. first , i hugged her at surau . mase tuh , tk sedih sangat . but mase balek , when she hugged Hazirra and she told Hazirra fr take a good care , air mata aku jatoh. and non stop. then , she hugged Syafiqah . mase tuh , semua menangis . then , bila da nak dkt pintu pagar , Wawa looked at me . aku tk tahan , then nanges lagi . yeah . burruk. i know. i hugged her fr the second time. lama. i wanna say A LOT but i just can say ; kite sayang wawa tau . yeah . i love youuuu. GOSH ! I AM SO DAMN SAD ! and bile we need to berpecah , i cant look at her . i just GO . bile naek van , i'm still cryingg . AFIF, thanks a lot . that's really help kawan . thankiyou. but , bila balek rumah , i terros naek atas. cryyingg and cryying. yeah , i igt , last time i nanges cm niee , when abangg merra gone .now , wawa is leavingg me (*but bukan mcm abangg merra laa)
i realised , i am afraid of PEOPLE LEAVINGG ME . that is my weakness. i texted Wawa and tell her how much i love her . i know , baru 8 months aku kenal dia , but i love her so much . kaunselingg, histeria , PJ , GOSH ! IT is the best moment . and i wont feel that momment anymore . it's over , Farra . then i texted BEN (walaupun die tkde krdt . its oke. i dont expect you to reply puwn) i told him , i love him . i dont want others will leave me too. PLEASE , DONT LEAVE ME .
then i've got a problem with SOMEONE in my familyyy. yeah , it hurts me a lot . and i cried gilagila AGAIN ! thankiyouu .
and today , saya dengan gatalnya membuka youtube dan menonton filem Kami The Movie semula , walaupun da pena tgok kt wayang last yearr. i cried AGAIN when Abu die . JUST IMAGINE , yr friend kena tikam depan mata kau sendiri ? kalau aku , i will tikam orrg ygg menikam tu balek . if that will return my friend to life . yeah , mengarot la kau Farra !
so, yeah . banyakkan tangki air mata aku . asal laa tk habes habes kan ? i dont want tears anymore . i hate it . like Afif cakap ; weih , takyah ahh nanges . kau buruk laa kalau nanges . *thanks weihh . i dot want people leave me anymore . just , can you guys be with me ? FOREVER ?
serious, da lame da aku tk nanges gila gila cm niee. okee, first , pasal Wawa. when i know about it , i like , yeah , sedih. but then , when nak balek . i d k whyy , i feel like , OMG ! i really need you, Wawa. dont leave me. first , i hugged her at surau . mase tuh , tk sedih sangat . but mase balek , when she hugged Hazirra and she told Hazirra fr take a good care , air mata aku jatoh. and non stop. then , she hugged Syafiqah . mase tuh , semua menangis . then , bila da nak dkt pintu pagar , Wawa looked at me . aku tk tahan , then nanges lagi . yeah . burruk. i know. i hugged her fr the second time. lama. i wanna say A LOT but i just can say ; kite sayang wawa tau . yeah . i love youuuu. GOSH ! I AM SO DAMN SAD ! and bile we need to berpecah , i cant look at her . i just GO . bile naek van , i'm still cryingg . AFIF, thanks a lot . that's really help kawan . thankiyou. but , bila balek rumah , i terros naek atas. cryyingg and cryying. yeah , i igt , last time i nanges cm niee , when abangg merra gone .now , wawa is leavingg me (*but bukan mcm abangg merra laa)
i realised , i am afraid of PEOPLE LEAVINGG ME . that is my weakness. i texted Wawa and tell her how much i love her . i know , baru 8 months aku kenal dia , but i love her so much . kaunselingg, histeria , PJ , GOSH ! IT is the best moment . and i wont feel that momment anymore . it's over , Farra . then i texted BEN (walaupun die tkde krdt . its oke. i dont expect you to reply puwn) i told him , i love him . i dont want others will leave me too. PLEASE , DONT LEAVE ME .
then i've got a problem with SOMEONE in my familyyy. yeah , it hurts me a lot . and i cried gilagila AGAIN ! thankiyouu .
and today , saya dengan gatalnya membuka youtube dan menonton filem Kami The Movie semula , walaupun da pena tgok kt wayang last yearr. i cried AGAIN when Abu die . JUST IMAGINE , yr friend kena tikam depan mata kau sendiri ? kalau aku , i will tikam orrg ygg menikam tu balek . if that will return my friend to life . yeah , mengarot la kau Farra !
so, yeah . banyakkan tangki air mata aku . asal laa tk habes habes kan ? i dont want tears anymore . i hate it . like Afif cakap ; weih , takyah ahh nanges . kau buruk laa kalau nanges . *thanks weihh . i dot want people leave me anymore . just , can you guys be with me ? FOREVER ?
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' i will never let you fall,
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there fr you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven '
* shit shit. how i cant possibly melt at you. durhh :(
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there fr you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven '
* shit shit. how i cant possibly melt at you. durhh :(
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