tangki air mata, habeslah cepat .

i dont know why but due tige hari niee, my tears keep fallingg down .
serious, da lame da aku tk nanges gila gila cm niee. okee, first , pasal Wawa. when i know about it , i like , yeah , sedih. but then , when nak balek . i d k whyy , i feel like , OMG ! i really need you, Wawa. dont leave me. first , i hugged her at surau . mase tuh , tk sedih sangat . but mase balek , when she hugged Hazirra and she told Hazirra fr take a good care , air mata aku jatoh. and non stop. then , she hugged Syafiqah . mase tuh , semua menangis . then , bila da nak dkt pintu pagar , Wawa looked at me . aku tk tahan , then nanges lagi . yeah . burruk. i know. i hugged her fr the second time. lama. i wanna say A LOT but i just can say ; kite sayang wawa tau . yeah . i love youuuu. GOSH ! I AM SO DAMN SAD ! and bile we need to berpecah , i cant look at her . i just GO . bile naek van , i'm still cryingg . AFIF, thanks a lot . that's really help kawan . thankiyou. but , bila balek rumah , i terros naek atas. cryyingg and cryying. yeah , i igt , last time i nanges cm niee , when abangg merra gone .now , wawa is leavingg me (*but bukan mcm abangg merra laa)
i realised , i am afraid of PEOPLE LEAVINGG ME . that is my weakness. i texted Wawa and tell her how much i love her . i know , baru 8 months aku kenal dia , but i love her so much . kaunselingg, histeria , PJ , GOSH ! IT is the best moment . and i wont feel that momment anymore . it's over , Farra . then i texted BEN (walaupun die tkde krdt . its oke. i dont expect you to reply puwn) i told him , i love him . i dont want others will leave me too. PLEASE , DONT LEAVE ME .

then i've got a problem with SOMEONE in my familyyy. yeah , it hurts me a lot . and i cried gilagila AGAIN ! thankiyouu .

and today , saya dengan gatalnya membuka youtube dan menonton filem Kami The Movie semula , walaupun da pena tgok kt wayang last yearr. i cried AGAIN when Abu die . JUST IMAGINE , yr friend kena tikam depan mata kau sendiri ? kalau aku , i will tikam orrg ygg menikam tu balek . if that will return my friend to life . yeah , mengarot la kau Farra !

so, yeah . banyakkan tangki air mata aku . asal laa tk habes habes kan ? i dont want tears anymore . i hate it . like Afif cakap ; weih , takyah ahh nanges . kau buruk laa kalau nanges . *thanks weihh . i dot want people leave me anymore . just , can you guys be with me ? FOREVER ?