KENAPA KAU MENANGIS ?

yesterday.

DHIA dan saya sedang bergayot pada jam 11:38 malam. tiba tiba, ada call masuk. BEN 10 ? asal die call ? i thought it's all over . i thought he doesnt want me anymore. tak text ape ape, tibe tibe jea call. kind of pelik. so, ; DHIA, i'll call you back . so angkat laa call BEN . he's cryingg. cryingg yang mcm need a hugg. *remember when i cried about that stupid Double A, Dhia ? haa..mcm tuw laa. i was like 'eh . hey , kenape niee ' *itu jea la yg aku mmpu ckp en. but he keep sayingg : 'b..b..sayangg..sayangg..' erggh ! aku tanya kau kenapa laa. tell me la babe. but he keep cryingg , and i keep askingg then dye letak . i called him back . i asked him the same question. he's crying more and more . and calling me b , and say i love you . aku tak faham kau la, mat . i thought you are so over me . well, yesterday, when i'm online on myspace, die bwat bodo jea, like i am nothingg. mcm aku takde jea kat situ . so aku memangg rase, he is soo over me . tapi pelik laa. so. i texted him and asked him. he said : nothingg. and he said : i need you . oh, before that, he asked me : bole ben nak buno diri tak ? . WATTAFA ? okayy, saya kurang percaya dengan yang ini. but i said : DONT ! why ? because i love you . erggh ! but he was like , okee la. da ngntok la. so, bye jea laa.

*then i called Dhia, i told her everythingg and asking the quesion more and more ; KENAPA DIA MENANGIS ? pelik .

so. today he woke me up . as usual . i asked him about yesterday . he said : ben tension . i asked him : tension about what ? gf ? he said : tkde pe la. HOII MAT, i'm askingg you la. jawab la ! i called him , and asked the same q, he said ; takde pe . takde pe . so, kami bergaduh lagi this morningg. i said : pegi la kat e**** ben tuh. he said : pegi la kat haziq fara tuh.
so DONE ! bergadoh bergadoh bergadoh . GREAT ! I LOVE THIS LIFE .

*FUCK .
XOXO,
farra .